Who am I?

Before I get into my life, my story, I will be talking "shortly" about everything what happened before. I'm 17 year-old boy. When I was born, I think it's safe to say that I was overall healthy. I didn't receive any major physical nor mental injuries. In my "late-toddler age" if I recall correctly I was diagnosed with asthma and also had allergy towards milk. When I reached my age requirement for school, my asthma wasn't that bad and allergy against milk was gone.

So school started. And the most important thing was me being healthy. I felt good, I didn't have any problems inside or outside of school til second grade if I remember correctly. I recently joined a football club to keep myself active and in our family doing sports is pretty much a must and of course i didn't have nothing against it becuase I loved it. Without any kind of sports, I would be even in deeper shit today. After few months attending the practice, suddenly one morning I had a major issue affecting my right leg starting from achilles tendon. I couldn't move my leg from there. It was stuck. Literally stuck. It looked like I will be needing a key to open it up. When it happened to me in the morning, I was pretty damn shocked. I panicked that yesterday could've been the last day of walking to me. So we went to see a doctor and thankfully it wasn't something harmful. Antibiotic and it was cured. But few weeks later, it striked again and this time my knee joint. And it didn't stop there. It was spreading into my hip and to my left leg. As we saw no end to this and we didn't have a wish to take antibiotics for the rest of my life, and so we probably discovered the reason, hopefully. The discovery was about my tensils. They were both so rotten that my doctor signed me up for surgery no time wasted. I recovered pretty nicely. Maybe the first week was the toughest but the other 4-6 days were totally fine. I stayed home of course and enjoyed some ice cream and everything cold I could have imagined. And most importantly, it was the reason and we found it.

I loved being healthy and I was only sick during winter times and it was just a regular cold what catched me. In the end of 2010 I got sick again. I was in my "mid 14-s" and as always we thought it was a regular winter season sickness. We were wrong. The interesting thing about the sickness is this. I catched the virus/disease before our trip to Thailand. Being on the plane everyone and I mean everyone catched some sort of virus. But then there was me. Completely harmless and I was thinking, maybe my own sickness didn't allow the virus, which infected everyone else I knew, onto me. And I was right. So the entire vacation I was the only being able to go swimming and doing stuff. So when we returned from our trip, we were really curious about my situation and we started to look up what's going on. So over a year we were trying different kinds of medicine and any other possible ways to get this thing off me. It had no success. And for the 2012 summer, I had two surgeries waiting. But before that, this one girl suddenly stepped into my life and I had no clue how important she will be to me.

Why am I doing this?

My life has been very very difficult in every aspect I can think of. So I thought, writing down my story and to share it with others may help me get over the things that have occured in my life in negative way.